Renewal
Botanicals

Renewal

Ozark, MO · April 11, 2026 · 16:54 LT
Capture sheet
Body
NIKON CORPORATION NIKON Z 8
Lens
NIKKOR Z MC 105mm f/2.8 VR S
Aperture
f/7.1
Shutter
1/1000
Focal
105 mm
Focal length
105mm
The making of

This is my favorite shot of the season, and I think it's because of what it's about to do. A bud on a bare twig - an oak, I believe, though I won't pretend to be sure. What I love is the moment I caught it in: the brown bud scales, the tough little casing that carried it through the cold, finally splitting open. And there inside, the palest green and gold, soft and new, edged all over with fine silver hairs. Out of something so small, so guarded, so easy to overlook, a whole broad leaf is preparing to unfurl. The full canopy of a mature tree begins right here, in a thing barely bigger than a grain of rice. I'm 57. And I'll be honest - I didn't expect a tree bud to move me the way this one did. But there's a quiet message in it I needed to hear: that renewal isn't reserved for the young. That growth doesn't end when you stop being new. The tree this belongs to may be decades old, and still, every single spring, it does this - it pushes out fresh life, soft and hopeful and reaching, from old and weathered wood. There's beauty in growing. There's beauty in maturing. And there is beauty, maybe most of all, in the fact that the reaching never really has to stop. Whatever our age, whatever winter we've just come through, something in us can still split our hard casing and start anew. That gives me hope. For the tree, and for all of us.